Monday, January 12, 2009
Dear all pls take note i will change my blog to ..
http://anniediary.wordpress.com/
happy viewing.. hehe..=)
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Thursday, January 08, 2009
sorry for ppl who red my blog.. i m very busy recently.. wil update wen i m more free.. come visit soon again!!
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I dunno hw to trust n dunno hw can i learn to trust. No matter wat was said i stil feel hurt.. Wonder y does this happened to me. I guess this isnt e first time i was being lie by someone. Everytime i also got my way finding out. It is true i know he lie jus cos he didnt wan me to be unhappi wen i was in HK didnt wan me to think much. But once i found out i guess it is reali hurting and it reali make e trust goes to zero.
Hw m i going to build up the trust again! I didnt wan to let go the r/s yet i was wondering m i going to stay on get married to someone who wil lie to me.. Haha.. i m lost too..
Today i m sick.. Stay at hm rest.. Felt so tired of my own life. Maybe smt i reali need to be alone n think hw come it wil end up like dis. Is this my fault? Wat was wrong tt i hv done.
Sorry if i will change again!! I may not be e me anymore..
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Oooo... Tired.. Jus came back from my Hong Kong trip with my company.. Its a company trip.. So great this year i earn another company trip.. Recently i m a little broke cos i going to study nxt jan (ACCA) & i jus start to buy insurance cos i think it is better jus in case smt happened to me n my parents can get some sum of money.
Was great in Hong Kong shopping. This trip suppose to be a bonding trip but maybe it end up not reali a bonding trip.. Whaha... Will upload some photo wen i got it out frm my camera. I was reali unlucky wen i go for Hong Kong trip. First night after we arrived HK i got a bad tummy upset. Keep running to the toilet whole night. That also means i nv reali sleep at all.. Woke up early n go for shopping. Got things for my bf n family & his family. Left over money den get some clothes for myself. Due to the season now cos not much for me to spend.
But.. I was sad today very sad. Sick n yet realise my bf lie to me.. Before i went to HK he told me he wont club at all. TT night he sms me told me he going to watch soccer. Know wat? I saw his photo in his friend facebook saying bday celebration. He told me onli go a while nv ment to lie. Haha... Joke right. I gave him a chance.. I ask him b4 i flare up. I said " so u all celebrate bday for yi xin?" he ans " is it? when??" So...... i told him i saw some photo wen wat tt taken. Den he start telling me.. No la i onli went a while.. After that i went to watch soccer already! I call him at 1am no one pick up n he call me back at 2am. I ask him y he told me he was asleep. I already find it wierd asleep den stil can call back.. Frm there i shld hv realise it was a lie but i told myself to trust.. Yet he say it is a while lie.
I ask him to pick me frm airport ytd. He told me his mother nag at him b4 he came out from home to pick me. He say this is hw much he care for me n love me.. Haha.. Is it wrong for a bf to pick gf wen touch down after a trip? Maybe indeed it is troublesome. But first things i wanted is to see him.. I guess i m reali dumb ba.. haha...
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Last weekend was my co D&D. I wanted a TV as a price.. Haha.. I m always dreaming abt it. I m a gal w/o luck. It proves everything. For 2 yrs i got nth at all.. =( But i m being sporting, i join 2 games. Whaha... One of the game i got video. We got price. A tumb drive which is free from singtel. LMAO!!
Will upload more photo when i got it togather with my KL photo.
look at e video carefully we look so funni. N i look like blind little girl! Whaha..
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Friday, November 07, 2008
Dnt understand hw guys think anyway.
Recently he have been spending a lot on his car maybe RM 3-4k. I wonder how come hw can spend so much on such things. Car rim, body kite. After him get me a branded bag he say so expensive. Wonder is it cos i m his gf onli not wife so he didnt want to get for me. Maybe he wont even get me even i m his wife.
Cant blame him if he think tt cos i m not his wife so he didnt wan to spend so much on me. But if tt isnt e case i guess i wil felt sad. He rather spend on his car. Anyway tt bag i wanted i onli ask him pay part of it. Didnt even ask him to pay full price yet he said it is exp he rather get smt else for me. Like for my bday present till now i stil didnt get cos he ask me to choose. Haiz.. see no heart!!!!
I m so bored at work nw.. Omg!!! Felling so sleepy..
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Sunday, November 02, 2008
Last weekend was a long weekend so we went to KL with shan & her hubby. Will upload some photo wen i get it from my friends. Went for shopping tt all. Whaha.. came back & was very busy with work as it is mth end again. Thur, i gave my present to my dear teacher! Hopefully she likes it.
Friday after work i went to malaysia. I work till 8.30pm den took a cab to woodlands. First my passport dunno wat is wrong cant reali scan it. Den wanted to take bus there didnt realise that the yellow bus cant use ezlink after a long que. OMG!! Wat a day. Smt i reali wonder the effort that i hv done does it reali worth. Reach jb custom he is stil not here yet. Smt i think he is indeed not bad but smt i reali dnt reali likes it. Haiz.. It feel terrible cos i dnt feel i m being appricated.
Sat went to do my hair. I rebonded. Gosh! He cut so short for me. =(
I start to dunno wat i reali wanted in life. I told myself he isnt tt bad. At least he is not as bad as my ex i shld be happi with it. But...
I ask him wen is he coming to SG work. He say soon. Half a yr ago he told me after he got his bonus. So after he got his bonus till nw is abt half a yr. Yet i m stil waiting. Ask him he wil feel offended tt i ask. I dnt mean to force him come here to work. But if dnt hv such intention den dnt tell me he is n let me wait. It jus hurt wen i think abt it wen my parent ask abt it. I dunno hw to face ppl around me. I m a gal who dnt reali give my bf freedom but yet i m trying.. Do all my r/s hv to pay a high price?
Smt i felt so tired y m i like dis. Cant i jus be like other ppl hv a happi hubby. Y do i make my life so hard for myself. I dnt hv e intention to let go cos it wil be a waste. But i dare not put in much hope anymore. More hope there is more disappointed it is!
Hope my life can get well. I wil always remember it. U said " the more i ask abt u coming to work e more pek cek u wil be n wont hv intention to come here work". So the waiting for half a yr not asking is not enough! I jus hope dnt put me in hope wen it isnt wat u wanna do. U said u tried. Sending 2 resume is wat u ment by tried! So is tt e best u can try? Haha.. Wat a joke right. E moment i think abt all dis it makes me cry again! Do my life hv to be tt bitter? Ppl always said bitter come first b4 sweetness. I hope my sweetness wil come soon... HOPE, HOPe, HOpe, Hope & hope.. is all i can do!
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